December 12th, 2009

Subject: Leave it to me... Time: 07:57 pm

To never post and then mention how I never post. Did an apple harvest from sept-nov it was amazing, so amazing that I came to asheville and have only been here for a month and a half and now am leaving to go BACK to NH to do winter tree pruning. Will be the longest ive ever spent in the cold coldness of winter... i plan on wearing nothing but longjohns and coveralls connnnstantly. Does skizm need a sweater and booties if he lives in that type of cold?? I have no idea about these things. I came to asheville thinking I would advance in so many of my kinda sorta talents and gain new ones, cant think of one. I took up wood burning and linoleum block printing..thats pretty nice, but pretty much asheville just made me miss my real pals.. all you crazy kids spread all over this country. some in new paltz,one in boston, couple in florida... yinz all super great.. yinz=a pittsburgh word for you all or y'all my new good friend claire from pittsburgh taught me this.. I got to spend alot of time with my lil sis chloe in NH, and it was the most amount of time we have spent together for 5 years.. I miss her like crazy now. Before it was easy missing her because i didnt really know her that well anymore, but now that i know her and she knows me.. it sure is alot harder.. I love chloe I love katie rose I love erica I love claire I love lolo i fuckin miss you gals is there any way i can have all of you in my pocket with me always.

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July 28th, 2009

Subject: Katie left town... now what do i do.. Time: 06:18 pm

i miss you katie... goodbye st.pete in countdown... 29 days.. here comes the open road.. skizm can not wait to get outta the house and outta the burg, its going to be great.

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June 23rd, 2008

Subject: new paltz NY Time: 12:06 pm

i fuckin love your guts.. i miss you almost everyday but i miss the people in you defintly everyday. i had too much fun and now i miss it even more. god damnit...

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May 19th, 2008

Subject: when i sleep in until 12:30 in the afternoon.. Time: 03:08 pm

i get damn nightmares! 2 days in a row now. i dont remember yesterdays but todays was i went up to NY and the day i got there katie tells me her and pretty much everyone is leaving to go camping in asheville nc.. and i couldnt go for some reason or other, i dont remember, but the whole dream was me fighting with everyone about how they shouldnt leave because i just got there and we had plans there was more too it, i dont know why i had a dream about being nervous about going there, i dont think i am nervous im excited to see all my pals... so i dont think ill be sleeping in any more.. new life includes.. no sweets no meats no unnecessary treats and no sleeping in past 10 oclock oh yes and draw a comic a day!

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April 26th, 2008

Time: 11:54 pm

i miss you katie, i miss you gavin, i miss you newpaltz.. just sometimes more than other times.

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March 30th, 2008

Subject: i sure do.... Time: 03:08 am

really like a certain someone in my life. what a gem.

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March 26th, 2008

Time: 10:04 pm

sometimes i miss my hair.. and i miss those days.. dont get me wrong, im a happy camper.. but you know you always miss the past.. and today just so happens to be one of those days

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February 10th, 2008

Subject: buck up em Time: 12:35 pm

i dont know if you guys have ever realized how much of a psychopath i am .. but i have realized it and i would like it to go away now.. it has ruined alot in my life before because i have no control, and i wont let it ruin it this time... i need to do something with myself, i need to take control.. i feel like im about to explode. i really dont want to damnit! silly emily

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February 2nd, 2008

Subject: i thinks its the spring time... Time: 11:43 am

YEAH!!!! feelin good , pretty damn happy with my life. i got the 2 best buds i could ever ask for

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January 15th, 2008

Subject: is it bummer out season or what? Time: 01:53 am

pretty much i have come to realize i dont feel comfortable in my own skin.. especially around old close friends/relatives of mine. im real excited when they are about to come around hardly can wait for them to arrive and then when they are here i cant wait for them to go.. i feel like they ruin my life while they are around, with dirty looks and judgmental comments that i take too close to heart. i find myself doubting everything i am about nowadays and just come to the conclusion of "eh what a loser yah are" and "yah you got no friends" alls i can say is jared rulz..talk about a crutch to lean on when you need it...if he wasnt around i really dont know what id do.

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January 3rd, 2008

Time: 02:04 pm

cold weather brings mixed up feelings and pouty faces and dead baby plants... thumbs down to you cold weather.

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November 29th, 2007

Subject: wha wha wha happened... Time: 06:41 pm

so the deed is done, i cut off all mes hair. its fun. everything is goin great, our house is lookin so cute it hurts, work is dumb but having money is pretty nice. jared is pretty darn cool.. skizm is also pretty darn cool.. lolo comes here in like 23 days and i couldnt be more excited. then katie and trace face hopefully in january... emily is a happy gal. thanks guys! youre so mega swell.

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October 22nd, 2007

Subject: just another livejournal post... Time: 11:14 am

so lets see.. its been 3 months or so since the last post, and im good and great. im happy and confused and everything i think a 23 yr old girl is supposed to be.. right now i am in north carolina visiting the fam with chloe. then i am going home tomorrow and figuring out my life. i kinda want to just pay off what i owe lili and leave town. but where would i go.. who would i see. how would i go. who god damn knows, all i know is i am my very own person and the only other person that matters to me is my skizm dog.. if i stay in town maybe i can save money and buy a little car or save money and help get some land, basically im tired of missing everyone and we all need to be together soon damnit. Jared and i have been livin together for awhile now and its nothing but great, im never angry im always laughing and we are always havin fun and doing great things. even if its just bike riding and collecting fruit and looking through garbage, hes wonderful and thank god hes in my life, because if he wasnt i really dont think id be doing so good. 3 cheers for jared the wonderful. ramble ramble ramble....

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June 6th, 2007

Subject: havnt posted in about a year Time: 06:23 pm

living back in st.pete. phoenix is on the appalachian trail for some time.... i started a little silk-screen business thing here in my garage with some friends of mine. we call it whiskeydog printshop its super fun. im working on the website now..it will be up shortly and if anyone reads this shit anymore can check it out and see whats been new. its pretty great.

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August 19th, 2006

Subject: seems like i only post when im going back to NY Time: 10:40 am

well... the subject says it all. we were out on the road again but only made it to ohio and north carolina before we got asked to come back to help phoenixs boss out.. so we leave today so we can make money... something wrong in that right? maybe not anyway... im sad im leaving my dad and chloe again... i wish i wish i could be little again.

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March 28th, 2006

Subject: and we're off again Time: 06:21 pm

so spaz phoenix and i and schism and abbie are leaving florida i think next week back to NY so all you mofos out there better be excited and get us stoned and drunk FO REAL!

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February 20th, 2006

Subject: update suckas! Time: 02:06 pm

so we moved into a new place its fuckin great im growin all kinds of veggies and herbs and flowers. im cookin so much its crazy i just fell ridiculously inlove with not only tetris but also a game called guitar hero its fuckin amazing!!! chloe built me a great bike that i ride all over the place. the weather has been great!! just applied at a liquor store im crossing my fingers for that job what a perfect job for me right?? i miss lolo i need her in my life so baddly. phoenix is doin good but workin his ass off, thats what i need a job because its not fair. but we're good and happy. gavin is still here im not sure if hes still havin fun or not but hes readin lots of books. we now have 2 dogs and its crazy!

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January 25th, 2006

Time: 10:07 am

everything is good everything is dandy our house is busy but its nice gavin and caleb will be here today and phoenix works at a vets clinic so soon we will have a puppy! im so excited things are so good.

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December 24th, 2005

Subject: getting my place!! Time: 09:37 am

so im working at cirque du soueil (sp?) right now phoenix doin some dishwashin but lookin for more work as much as i dont want to....but we have a place we're movin in this week. thank fuckin god. lolo is comming soon and im going to give her so many surprises when i pick her up from the airport erika is comming tomorrow and then the girls are comming next im so excited to see all these people we ate mushrooms the other night it was a crazy day not the best but defintly crazy. by the way fuck all of you bitches cept gavin of course i love you gavin

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December 13th, 2005

Subject: everything is crazy Time: 10:11 am

everything is fucking absolutely crazy i hardly drink nethier does phoenix but on friday we drank with a bunch of kids and the whole time i know its a bad idea but still i do it none the less. too much whiskey and everclear which the night ends in me a crying bloody pulp on the ground and beating kids off of me to let me leave i leave josh tries to calm down phoenix he puts his head through a window... the craziness of this place will never end. i miss lolo i wish she was here i think id be alot better and happier i dont know what im doing right now i dont know about going back north i dont know about stayin here i want to ride trains with lolo and go with her whereever she goes but i think my getting hit by a car has completely prevented that forever.. AHHHHHHHH you know??

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